I don't like Mondays

Not so happy today, maybe because it is a Monday. I just hate Mondays especially when I sleep late on Sunday night.

I feel like I have the weight of the whole world on my shoulders.

I am thinking about school.

I need a new job.

I need a home of my own. With husband and kids. I am just plain bored of my flat! All I see around me is books, bags, shoes, yoruba films, a few foreign movies, my pictures and that of my entire family. Hey, they all bore me!!!!!!!!!!

Is something wrong with me today, I have been so grouchy. Shouted on the poor lady that asked if she could get me a cup of coffee. Not that she's ever seen me drink coffee in the office before why ask me???????

I shouted on my younger sister as well, she wanted to find out if I saw the dress, told her no. Maybe she didn't hear, she asked again and i SHOUTED NO! Why are you so excited about this wedding sef. Then my sister said to me
''Temmy are you not happy that I am getting married?''. Then I started to cry. I took out my aggression on my sister, of course I am happy that she is getting married, I really am. I love her to bits and I want her to be happy.

My sister then called Ex to report me(they have turned that one into a member of the family). Shey jejely the boy should have just sent me a text to ask me what is wrong. Here is the convo we had:

Ex: Wsup darling, how are you today.
Moi:Fine, and you?
Ex: Fine. Thanks. Errm,,, Molayo just called me.
Moi: To say?
Ex: What do you mean to say? You shouted on her and she is really bitter.
Moi: Is Layo your sister or mine?
Ex: What kind of question is that?
Moi: One that you only can answer now, is she your sister(voice rising now)
Ex: Why are u raising your voice at me woman?
Moi: have told you never to call me woman, how many times................................

After barking at Ex for about 5 minutes. The poor boy said: I am sorry for making things worse this morning. Have a good day. He hung up.

Yeah, just what I need on a Monday morning. Went into the bathroom, cried my eyes out, called my sister to apologise and promised to send her the slippers she's always wanted. That made her happy, greedy somborri!

Dad didn't give me money yesterday lol. Waste of my time and energy in the cold. He only promised to pay half of my ticket fare for the wedding like that is not his responsibility in the first place.

I am taking tomorrow off work, will surely call in sick. I need to do something that will make me happy. I probably will call Ex to apologise if i feel like it.